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Jul. 24th, 2006 @ 09:40 am (no subject)
So things here are going pretty well... I only have one week left, and it's going to go by super fast. Then I immediately have a week of Latin Convention because I'm pretty much the coolest kid ever. I really wish I had more time at home to rest before school started, though. The last week is going to be pretty rushed and unrelaxing, I fear. And then school. And college apps, which I stress about even while I'm thousands of miles away. I think I just like to stress, though. It's therapeutic. I can't handle relaxing. Drives me up the wall. Like here... when there are moments to just sit around and relax... (and there are a fair few). It bothers me. I'm not really a relaxer. But I feel really wierd like pacing around their yard, so I like pretend to look at the flowers.
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Jul. 7th, 2006 @ 06:42 pm (no subject)
So I'm pretty much going crazy. Please don't take this as like an indication of my entire trip or how I feel about the people I'm about to talk about, but I really have to vent this out to someone. My host sister Nastia is very sweet and stuff, but every single day we go sit in the park and talk with her friends. And I have no idea what anyone is saying, because we move at the pace of a quadriplegic turtle in class and have to date learned about five verbs (including to study, to understand, to speak, to live, and to know). Not altogether the most useful or verbs, I have to say. So they've tried to talk to me a few times, and I'm usually like "uhhh... myedlenny" [slowly]. Then they repeat themselves more slowly and I find out that I only really understand 3 words in the first place, so what was the point of that. It's not like I'm slow or anything, but then they look at me like I'm retarted. Which is definitely how I feel. And then they talk extremely quickly in Russian to each other for the next 4 or 5 hours while I sit there not having any idea what is going on and feeling extremely bored. Except I can understand when they say "pa-angleesky" that they are definitely talking about me, though I have no idea what they are saying and I'm about to throw someone off of a bridge. Especially when they say "pa-angleesky" (or sometimes they do me the honor of saying "Amanda") and then laugh. I'm not completely deaf, I'm just slightly retarted. And I can't explain how I feel to Nastia because she doesn't speak English well (but she does speak, unlike the rest of them). And I can't just ask if I can go home because a) Nastia thinks I'm incompetent to do that myself in the evenings or something b) I don't want to be rude and c) I don't have a key anyway. I mean it would probably be good to sit there and listen to them talk if we didn't do it for so long and if I didn't get so frustrated and bored that I stopped listening and zoned out (and if the boys didn't chain smoke 16 packs a day). We get home at like 9:00 each night, way after dinner (the only night I actually ate dinner with the family was the very first night), just in time for me to do my homework, eat half-dinner, shower (which is altogether another very trying experience), and go to bed. I never have time to study the words we learn in class or look up ones that I think that I need to know. Plus, Nastia's always there, and I never get any time alone. It's not like she talks to me though... she's just kind of there and she looks at me (the whole not speaking English very well thing, you know...). So I sort of do stuff like a moron and go crazy inside.

I guess that's enough ranting for now. I mean... it doesn't exactly suck or anything, but there are just so many things happening that are driving me crazy. I feel so retarted whenever I try to speak Russian, it's like there's no point at all in trying. It's just so блат.
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Jul. 1st, 2006 @ 07:37 pm zdrastvutye
Current Mood: anxiousslightly aggravated
Yo. So I'm in Riga at this little internet cafe. I meet my host family tomorrow evening (after another 4 hours of sitting still on the bus ride to Daugavpils...). I'm pretty excited, I guess. But it's kind of wierd here. People in Riga don't seem quite as open as people in Italy or something... I don't know. I feel like I'm wandering around with these other kids like a huge group of tourist-cows and it annoys me. Like.... I don't really know what we're supposed to be doing right now--this guy took us around the city today and stuff, but we haven't had our language orientation/introductory course or anything, so I just feel stupid. I know hardly any Latvian at all, which is what most people speak instead of the Russian that I have been practicing for (they do speak pa-russki in Daugavpils, however, so I will be okay there). I don't know... I feel kind of unhappy, though it's probably just the jetlag, since I have no idea what time schedule I'm on and the last time I slept was... thursday night? I don't know. But I can't sleep on planes at all. Which is annoying, because I also can definitely not sit still for a eight hour flight. Ah well, such is life. And with my future plans, I suppose that I will have to become acclimated to said life. But whatever. The American people who are with me are nice enough, but I'm kind of getting sick of them already.... it might just be my lack of sleep-induced grumpiness, though. They're definitely nowhere near as fun as our GHP group or any of the TIP groups that I've had. I just... don't know why I feel so grumpy. I guess I'm annoyed that we haven't started our silly Russian classes yet and we're just mucking around this city with no idea of what is actually going on. Plus, there are all of these exciting new places I want to visit and such. Like Prague... Prague seems like a pretty cool place to go. But far too many people in Europe/the whole world speak English. It's not too much fun... it's like the sport has gone out of the game. Speaking of games, I've been watching the world cup. I feel so european. But mostly just silly. I kind of like watching the futbol, though. It's kind of fun.

So I guess that's a lot of my trip so far... I think that I will be having a lot more fun after I get some sleep and some direction...
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Feb. 14th, 2006 @ 05:58 pm (no subject)
http://kevan.org/johari?view=Vandy

go there

it's pretty fun

Happy Valentine's day
We sold flowers for dance
I slept way too long last night

But it was soo good.
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Feb. 12th, 2006 @ 12:15 pm I wish my lawn was emo so that it would cut itself
Current Mood: busybusy
So last night, mandapanda and company threw me a surprise party. Though I had suspected it a few weeks ago or something, I was rather caught off-guard, so yeah. It was funfun. And now I have my very own supply of chocolate euros and random maps. Pictures are on Debbi's journal. She should now post those on my picturesite like she did with Jane's because she <3's me so. And I <3 her too.

Now for more working on the dreaded essay. I am so tired of it, like I am tired of basically everything going on right now. But oh well. February and all of its stresses will be over soon, and I will be able to move on to March and all of its stresses.

We desperately need a snow day.

One that we do not have to make up.
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Feb. 11th, 2006 @ 02:42 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: They Were Expendable (movie 1945 for project)
"Junioritis--we'd find a cure, but we're too stressed out" Trite, but relevant.
So everything is going okay.. just crazy stressful. And we just signed up for next semester's classes. It's FEBRUARY. I think that's a little silly, but whatever. Here are my six: AP American Gov, AP Calc BC, AP Lit, AP Latin Lit, AP Comp Gov, and Dance. So... yeah. What a fun senior year. Except I think that most of those classes will interest me, and I think that next year will be a lot of fun. I can't wait to be a senior. I have so much to get finished this semester, though.

Dance at North Georgia is going okay. I pretty much jumped to conclusions at Bethany because I was probably looking for someone to focus my nodanceworks anger at. But... she's been nice this week. I have her class tonight, my first tap class in a while. It should be interesting. I had to get heels for Tori's number in our show, so I'll wear those tonight. I like tapping in heels, but it's been a while, so I hope that I'm okay.

TSMUN conference a week from Friday. It's pretty stressful, because we have so much to do. We just learned our country on like Monday or something. Bangladesh, and Jack and I are on the Economic and Social Council. Should be pretty interesting, and we'll use Sifat as our phone-a-friend. But still stressful.

Physics test and LA quiz today. Plus I still have to make up the LA quiz from a while ago. I hope Buchanan doesn't get all mad at me. I did talk to her about it, but I can't come after school until after our MUN conference really. Except... I guess I could have come today, but I didn't. I cashed my dance paychecks. I hope that those go through...
[[all from Thursday]]







Yesterday night, I met the dance girls at Eagle's Landing across from the old studio. We talked for a long time, reminiscing and such. It was really great to see everyone again. Then, we crossed over to the old studio and basically ransacked the place. Except not really. Ms. Susan was there, so it was okay. We took some old trophies that we knew they would throw out and some old posters, some of which were already in the trash can. We looked at Emily's alum or really old photos, and it was all sad and nostalgic and yeah. I <3 dance works people, and we defintely need to get together as much as possible, because that's good. I also have billions of pictures that I will try to put on my thing so that I can send them out to everyone.

Now it is time to write essays. Fun fun fun.
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Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 03:57 pm (no subject)




You're the University of Ghana!

With a surprisingly long and storied heritage in your past,
you are more impressive than many would think to give you credit for. At
the same time, it does sound like you spent a lot of time playing with
legos. Now you're hoping to help provide opportunities for those who
haven't traditionally had access to resources. Though this is noble, you
have done much to shun the concept of nobility in your past. You're one
of those people who doesn't really pronounce the letter H.



Take the University Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.






You're Tennessee!

A vibrantly musical individual, you probably know how to play multiple
instruments. At the heart of your love for music is the guitar, though you have a soft
spot for violins, which you refuse to call anything but fiddles. Fiddlesticks aside,
you are very thin and have excellent posture. If you ever run for elected office, you
won't even be able to get your hometown to support you. I guess that's why they call it
the blues.



Take the State Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.



Silly quizes are entertaining.
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Feb. 2nd, 2006 @ 12:05 am The lyrical combination we did at school today was awful
Current Mood: depressednodanceworksious
Current Music: Scatman

I miss Dance Works so much. Tori's studio is okay and everything--they're not awful, but I just miss Barry and Patrick and Susan and Emily and Lane and Rachel and Kimberly and Tiye and Ashlee and everyone so much. The kids at this new place are pretty cool, and so are most of the teachers, I guess. I'm pretty super mad right now at Miss Bethany or the superioity-complexed Tap Diva, as she seems so far to me. I hate to jump to conclusions, but she did it to me tonight, so I will. Story= I was talking to her because her class is tomorrow night and I won't be here b/c of Thespian Conference. I go up to her and tell her that, and I'm talking about other things, trying to make conversation. Plus, Tori's over trying to remember the names of various tap steps in the corner, so I say something along the lines of "I like Tobey Breaks, do you do those?" And the infinitely wise in all tap matters Bethany replies "Um, I think that your old teachers just made up steps and called them things, because I've been tapping for a long time, and I've never heard of that."

 

 

 

What the hell

 

That's only like the rudest thing ever

Except really not

But still.......... you don't really say that. Dance Works was my home--I danced there for about 13 years, and before that I was still there as a toddler waiting for Stephanie in the lobby. It IS my home, and you don't just go insulting it like that because YOU haven't heard of a step. Barry was in the original run of A Chorus Line while you were a sperm and egg. Don't you tell me he doesn't know how to tap, or that you are a better tapper than him. Barry is an amazing tapper. And what are you doing teaching tap at 25 or whatever? If you were as good or knowledgeable as you think that you are, wouldn't you be in 42nd Street or something? Oh wait---my sister was in 42nd Street, without learning whatever an "Al Gilbert time step" is. And Lyn Cramer, your master teacher, apparently told your studio owner that Steph is an amazing tapper. She came to Lyn after training for about 13 years with Barry. Apparently he was good enough for her. So, oh so knowledgeable guru of all things tap, stop thinking that you're the only tap teacher in Georgia that's been to New York. Barry knows tap, even if it's old school. Don't insult my home.

 

I miss it so much.

 

I was a lot happier with North Georgia before that little thing. I was looking forward to tap, because Tiffany had said Bethany was really good. Now, definitely not so much.

 

I just miss it so much. Everything's dffdasfdasfdsjakflj. Why did they have to close in the middle of this year?

 

We never even got to say goodbye.

 

 

 

PS I just read Bethany's bio on the website, and the like most highlighted feature is that she's taken tap with Al Gilbert.

 

You could take tap with Gene Kelly for all I care, but you still wouldn't impress me a bit. Oh, but maybe Gene Kelly's too old for you to have heard of. My bad.Or maybe Barry just made him up too.

 

I don't really mean all of this, I'm just sad. And I definitely know that I'm blowing it all way out of proportion. I'll be over it by the next time I'm there.

 

I'm just so sad without ADW.

 

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Jan. 29th, 2006 @ 12:53 pm (no subject)

My dance studio is closing. After 28 years of operating, the Atlanta Dance Works is going out of business effective immediately. It's .... so crazy. And so unexpected. Patrick had started choreographing for recital and everything. So... yeah. No one saw this coming. I talked to Emily, Lane and Tierney today and no one had any idea becuase I was the first to check my mail. And Tierney, Emily, and I are teachers. So... it's crazy. I just can't deal with Dance Works being gone because it's always been there. I mean, even when I was tired or grumpy on in an undancy mood, dance was there and it was just this solid, unchanging thing. Or rather this solid thing that was going downhill. We all saw this coming, just not immediately. After recital this year, or after recital next year.

...

...

I guess I'll check this place out on Monday: http://www.dancemusicfactory.com/newpage05.html

 

Any normal person as stressed out as I've been lately would use the rest of this year to take a break from dance and calm down. But I just don't think that I can. Dance is sort of de-stressing because I can just go and think about dance and not Model UN or Beta Club or research papers or scholarship applications or anything else school related and crappy. It's nice.

 

 

In other news, I think that Jane's suprise party tonight went fabulously and I hope that she had an amazing time. I'm so glad that we threw this for her, because I think that she liked it a lot, and I'm glad that it was tonight so I could have a fun time and not think about other things. I also had the interview for my Latvia scholarship today, so... cross fingers. i think I did pretty well; my person was very friendly and talkative. I would really really like to go, but I might not find out for a while whether or not I am able to.

 

Pictures of:

THE LAST ADW PERFORMANCE EVER (aka our little 3 minute piece put together in 3 rehearsals that we did with the Dakalb Symphony)

LATIN CLASS, LUNCH, AND DANCE FROM FRIDAY

JANE'S SUPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY

plus many more

www.kodakgallery.com

username vandy.llove@gmail.com

password gandhi

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Jan. 22nd, 2006 @ 08:42 pm sweet chickens
Current Music: eye of the tiger
Went to GA Beta Convention w/ Brookwood HS this weekend. (What is it with MC and being too lazy for conventions? No offense to Ms. Hayes... the date came up kind of quick on us.) It was pretty fun... there were boring parts, but part of that is because I wasn't registered to do any of the little competition things. Saw lots of GHPers: Heather and Justin (Latin Lovers<3), Kate and Brantley (Chem), Sasha and Tahir (Math), Nina and Van (SocStud). Plus some more that I'm forgetting. James Oguntebi (Math major--Brookwood) and Jonathan Walker (Math I think--Berkmar) rand for prez and Jonathan won. I didn't know him at GHP, but I talked to him at the convention and he was a pretty cool kid. Met lots of cool Brookwood kids too, so that was pretty fun. Then today our studio had this little dance performance with the Dekalb Symphony. That went pretty well, and when I got home, I went out to dinner with Carmanda and family for Melissa's Birthday. (Happy Birthday <3). Speaking of birthdays, mine is tuesday, so... that could be fun i guess. I don't even know if I'm doing anything yet though, because I just don't have time. Ugh no time for anything. Which is why now I must go do homework.
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